Wednesday, January 19, 2011

Birthday Without You

Is meaningless to me. I can't feel any happiness or excitements in this years birthday. Feeling nothing towards Chinese New Year. Everything was dead to me, no heartbeat at all. Now I'm passing my days like a robot: wake up, work, eat, attend classes, carry out responsibilities as a friend, sleep. I don't know how long can I be like this... May be this is how my life should be...

Nobody knows, nobody understands... I'm just like a dead body, without spirit, born to complete all my responsibilities, then disappear. 

Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha